I don't know what we are going to do about the kids. The two older boys will show if I get rid of the bitch, that much I do know. I know I need to think about the kids some, but I am not going to let it control my every thought as I did last time. It's nice to think of others, but sometimes you have to also think of yourself if you want to make it in this life. I guess it will be like it is with my two older boys, a summer vaction kind of thing, and x-mass. It may seem better for the kids if we stay close together, but that just isn't true. Not for us anyway. Like father like son. My dad went through the same shit, and now here I am doing it also. Whatever, at some point in this life I need to do what I want to do, or I will never do it. This may just be that point. If I am sounding a little selfish, it's because I am feeling a little selfish right now. This next section of my life is going to be about me, and my kids. It won't be about what some bitch thinks it should be ever again. Thanks for your reply, I'll keep them rednecks in mind if I end up down there. I tend to get along pretty good with them though, so I don't think that will be as much of a problem as it could be. I'll keep it mind just the same though. Weed is the third largest cash crop there, so I'm thinking there might be a few stoners also. Who knows where I'll end up man? That place looks good to me, but ya never really know what your going to do until you actualy do it.

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