i hear ya man i graduated high school last year my grades were too shitty for college i tried my hand at being an electrician learned i sucked at it and quit after 2 months the girl i fell in love with stoped liking me my friends all went to college or became assholes i cant get a job i just dont have the will too plus id need a car to get to work but i cant drive for shit and i have no money to get one even if i could drive so i sit at home by myself most of the time just talking to myself so not to be lonely sometimes i just want a stray bullet fired from anywhere to find its way to my head but i dont want to kill myself