Dear Self.

Life is shit right now. I just graduated high school, I want to go to college, but most of the courses, are restricted because I only have certain kinds of courses. (this system is so stupid) Some high school courses dont even involved anything with the courses in college, and yet they expect you to have it.

Anyways I could barley make college, and I cant find a job! I guess no one is hiring, NOT EVEN THE GROCERY STORE! FUCK MCDONALDS, Im a HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE. If that has anything to do with a shitty job.
Anyways I have no Clue to what im doing with my life, I think I would better be off Dead, then be forced to do something i dont wanna do, My moms pushing me to hurry up on what course I want to take in college. (i have no clue what i want to do) I also dont want to waste money on a college course and then drop out and not get that money back, because it would probably be such a gay course. This is pure stress and smoking weed wont cure this.

I would better be off dead, But im not commiting suicide, because thats a suckas way out. So i guess joining the army is the best choice for me, even though i dont believe in some of the things the army does, like invade other countries and bullshit.....i dont wanna get in politics right now.
But id rather be shot dead in the head and die instantly, then commit suicide.
So ya man i know theres people in these boards maybe in the same position as me, with relatives asking what are you taking in college???(is that what everyone does? go to college?) Why cant we start a full time carreer without the bullshit, and just train us on the spot and hire quick learners such as myself.......... Whatever im just expressing myself and if this sounds gay, then its whatever, I cant control your opinions.
Peace
Doctor mj Reviewed by Doctor mj on . Come Read, Its Your Choice. Dear Self. Life is shit right now. I just graduated high school, I want to go to college, but most of the courses, are restricted because I only have certain kinds of courses. (this system is so stupid) Some high school courses dont even involved anything with the courses in college, and yet they expect you to have it. Anyways I could barley make college, and I cant find a job! I guess no one is hiring, NOT EVEN THE GROCERY STORE! FUCK MCDONALDS, Im a HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE. If that has Rating: 5