nothing against you, but few people really have a serious mental condition. One where regardless of what situation you are in, will still destroy you and your life. My cousin was severly bipolar, schitzophrenic. You can just look in there eyes and see how hopelessly fucked up they are, to the point where it's not just a severe depression brought on by outside influence, but a serious disease. I am somewhat bipolar and have to take medication for it but I'm nowhere near as fucked up as my cousin. My point? You're not messed up. Everyone feels the way you do at some point.