Just because you don't believe in God doesn't mean that he isn't there. I have been very open to any thing my whole life. The one thing I haven't been open to because of the evidence in my life is that there's no God. Im sure in your life at some time or maybe many times something has happened that you can't explain. It could have been God or his angels or it might not have been. I think of it as being God. If it's just that you can't see him then think about it this way. I can't see gravity but I know it's there. I can't see air but I know it's there. You say you sometimes you want to get down and pray for things in your life and I'm sure in the past you might have being the religious person you where. Try it again talk to Jesus and see what happens. Who knows what good could come from it.

Rev. Michael T
Soldier for Christ and Cannabis