Its extremely hard to get hold of. The best way to get hold of it is from a MoM site (no, I dont know any - used to know BM, but I dont know if hes back or not) and I grow my own now anyway so Ive got no need for MoM. You can also make it yourself using the butane extraction method. Full details of how to make it are on this site http://www.a1b2c3.com/drugs/hash005.htm