~pointless thread ignored~

yes it was a special bong, but someone (i don't remember who) struck me with a post, the bong was just an object, it's the memories that will live forever, and that really sank in and i realized it of course i'm pissed and all still, but i'll live...

MM, i have been doing something abnormal but i'm nto sure why, all of the sudden me and wife stopped fighting, we started getting really close, like a whole new plane of existance (maybe it's true the first couple years of marriage are just a test, and eventually, it becomes more than worth investing the time and patients into building the relationship, and i'm trying to think of the hardships we face as of now, as the 'final test' to see if we can stick together to survive the impossible... anyways, today i basicly worked my ass off for over 8 hours, on my feet the whole time, my car was that dirty, i had to change the water 3 damn times lmao... becuase it was solid black, then i had to clean our stove and fridge (it's actually my grandparents, but yes it's that bad, they never clean nothin) and then i finished by sweeping and mopping... i wasn't even procrassinating, yet all that took 8+ hours... but meh i'm calm now, i got darvocets from the dentist, i got me a couple of beers and i'm cookin us some chicken right now... things are looking up :thumbsup:

and lol for the last time i'm not leaving, i just couldn't... even if i lost internet, i would still go to the library weekly ATLEAST... this community is wound too deeply into me, to give up on it, just like i told my wife, we've been through way too much just to give up on it now...