Well your language and run-on sentences will get you nowhere. You might try the rose food dilluted as per direction on the box and water with that, high Nitrogen is for vegetative growth (wait till it's 3 weeks old). I cannot be firm enough, do not talk smack to people here, they are very nice, and well tempered, but there is no excuse for backtalk, I am sure knowm was making a very valid point, you should be hanging out with friends, getting laid, doing well in school, not growing. You are too inexperienced in life to put judgement on others, remember that.