I'm just getting out of a five-year relationship, that began when I was going through drug classes (a result of a possession charge). I tested positive for THC on my first test, but went through the 10-week course pissing clean, twice. I started smoking, again, slowly, but, surely, near the tail end of the classes. Five years later, after a year off of her smoking pot, we decide that we can't get along, or, have nothing in common, or see things totally differently, or, better yet, have irreconcilable differences.

She wakes up and goes about her day. When she talks to me, it's always right at that moment when I just started getting my concentration on something (i.e. I feel horrible. And want to cry.) The poor girl is asleep on my bed.

No matter what I do, now, it won't matter. So, I don't do anything, at all.

Yet, the Weed takes away pain on one side of my body, gives me feeling on another, and then caresses me, telling me "it's alright. That ringing is only the weed conversing with your eardrum molecules."

Ah, man. And my, wow, this is crazy... My eye-nut is off.