Quote Originally Posted by NightProwler
i think you should get some drugs and go off on your own into the deep deep wilderness... it will help you. and you can return if you ever decide to.
I'm gonna do just that. Got me a 20 of some fire, got me some papes and a bowl, and I got my music. I'm gonna sit here and smoke until the cows come home, should they ever decide to.


I got a question for you guys. So....there is this girl I've known and messed around with before, we've known each other for about 2 years now and a couple months after me and Amber got together we both recognized that we had deep feelings for each other. This girl is in LOVE with me, deeply, truly connected to me, she feels. She wants to be with me. Anyway, in August she is turning in a legal adult and she's getting 500 grand from some kind of account her mom left her when she died. She said she "wants to take me away from here." Now, I called her last night and she still wants to be with me, she still feels the same way about me and wants to be with me etc etc. I have feelings for her, obviously, but would it be immoral of me to hang out with this girl and mess around with her and stuff while I still have Amber on my mind? Would that be wrong of me? Or would that just be me trying to get over her?

And smoking has helped a lot. About 12 hours ago I was watching the Dave Chappelle special on Comedy Central and not even he could cheer me up, I was still bawling my lil eyes out but I thought, "F-Fuck this!" through sobs and tears and I packed a bowl and I took two hits. I didn't want to get RIPPED, just enough to make it go away. And, slowly, the tears started receding and I started grinning a bit as Dave Chappelle washed it allllll away.