Thanks for all the replies, guys! This is really going to help me at night when I'm all alone now when I would usually be with her. It just sucks so bad.
I was really blindsided because I thought things were fine. Guess I just didn't pay attention. I'm trying so hard to stay positive and keep busy. Like Mike Shinoda said, "And I'm doing anything to keep the thought of you from my mind, I'm doing fine. And I'm planning to keep it that way, you can call me when you find that you have something to say."

I just woke up, thought I was fine, but I still fin dmyself about to cry at the thought of her. She was literally my world, and now its like I'm just lost drifting in space all alone. Thousands of beautiful things to be seen and wondered about, but when you're all alone...what really is the point of such beautiful things? You guys will be my strength for me, for the next couple weeks.

My friends never approved of the relationship, and my friend's idea of making it better was to smoke a bowl and listen to some Ozzy. Which we did, which made me cry. Which made him leave, which made me cry harder, I guess. So, I need you guys.

She wants to stay really good friends. Its like every girl that breaks up with me wants to stay really good friends with me. They become attached to me just because of the way I put things, my view on life. They say I'm always really fun to be around and really funny and all that, but obviously not enough to keep you mine. Just enough to keep you a friend. I don't know if I can do that, I don't know if, right now, I can handle having to listen to that little fuck that she now "has feelings for" from ONE NIGHT!

Thanks for all the replies, guys! Right now I feel like I've given everything I had to Amber, the girl, and I feel I don't have anything left to give to someone else. Maybe that means it was a good love? I don't know...god, I already miss her so much.