yeah man, very sorry to hear that. just spend alot of time with your friends, go out right away and start meeting chicks, smoke some herb so it will be alil more fun. and i have had many relationships that a girl has brokein up with me and a few days later call me back and say they were wrong and the found out they made a mistake and they really know they love you. and another thing, i might have some stuff that will help you through some tougher times, so if you think you need it, email me at deadman_mod@yahoo. com or aim jami7713 i know how hard it is when you lose someone so close to you. just trying to help, so get in touch man, and just remember, have fun and you'll be good.