acne conglobata

[zip]

well, my story is, at the start of last summer, i was livin life and enjoyin every second of it. until one morning i woke up with acne conglobata. for the people who do now know about this infection, its easier to go g0og1e it..go to images..then type "acne conglobata" HAHA....its pretty severe and nasty..for the most part...lets just say after that day i spent the rest of my summer in my room, lights off 24/7(couldnt look at my own face) and just watch TV, used comp, smoked, and was depressed like a mofo...i got put of celexa later that summer as well as accutane..(the highest dose 40mgx2 a day)...bcuz of not being around "people" for so long..when i went back to school i HATED it..and i had LONG hair to cover up as best as i could...but now its summer once again....all the big pimples and cystic bumps are all flatened and gone..just alot of red scars all over my forehead and such..looks not too good..but i hated the hair bcuz its so annoying trying to hide this from everyone all day...i feel such anxiety at times bcuz i just want em to know but NOT care...lol...so today i an thinking about cuttng ALOT of my hair so i cant cover up even if i wanted to..haha...i just need ur feed back ....do u think they will make fun of my cuz my face has scars n stuff...or not hang out w/ me no more?... :/ my situation sucks right now...so help me out plz T__T..

PS: the conglobata started w/ one big cystic cyst about the size of a quarter and was puffed out about 1cm..lol..and then day by day my forehead was taken over and a lil of my temple area and side burn area...oh..and one more think...haha..wen i get stoned w/ my friends i cant do it just CHILLIN and layin around stoned cuz i try so hard to keep my hair from moving around so it wont reveal the scars....man....yea..haha..

zip Reviewed by zip on 06-23-2006. acne conglobata well, my story is, at the start of last summer, i was livin life and enjoyin every second of it. until one morning i woke up with acne conglobata. for the people who do now know about this infection, its easier to go g0og1e it..go to images..then type "acne conglobata" HAHA....its pretty severe and nasty..for the most part...lets just say after that day i spent the rest of my summer in my room, lights off 24/7(couldnt look at my own face) and just watch TV, used comp, smoked, and was depressed Rating: 5

[muncheemama]

its probably 10 xs worse looking to you than anyone else..what can you do about it...nothing, its you...oh well

[zip]

haha yea...thats what my mom continues to tell me...but after a few months of sittin alone thinkin about it, stressin about it, and not wanting to but hopelessly just staring at it....has got my mind into a fuck,...siorry

[NightProwler]

hey man, heres how you should look at it. if anybody makes fun of you for it, or has a problem with it, then FUCK them because theyre not worth being around anyways. who gives a fuck what those losers think cuz your better than them and the only people worth being around are the people who respect you for who you are.

[zip]

thanks for your imput Night ^0^ now im feelin more like cuttin the hair hehe...so far my decesion isnt made but like..im 70% for it right now bcuz of all the bs ive put MYSELF through bcuz of what i thought...but 30% thnkin i might regret it or soemthin and not come out all summer again...LOL..dam...but by the end of tooday ill tell ya if i got the cut or what! ahha plz give me more feedbad and motivation! ^-^ thanks fellow stoners!

[Sig]

hey man, heres how you should look at it. if anybody makes fun of you for it, or has a problem with it, then FUCK them because theyre not worth being around anyways. who gives a fuck what those losers think cuz your better than them and the only people worth being around are the people who respect you for who you are.

Agreed. This is where you learn who your true friends are. Be yourself man. Enjoy high school times. Your friends will stick with you.

[zip]

hehe thanks billionfold ^-^ yea my homies i kick it with are super stoners just as me so they prob woont care haha..maybe,..,LOL..ahh the clippers are gona happen in 1 hour eeeek! lol lets settle my eager yet...terrifying wait....T___T...

[zip]

yea sig i totally agree with ya..sadly ive wasted a year of high school...didnt get to live the highschool dream yet..whatever that may be lol..hope this cut will make me stronger over the next 3 months of summer so when i come back for highschool it aint gona be shiiiiiit XD

PS : *sparks bong* :rasta: :rasta: :rasta: ahhh..love that aroma...in my mouth, throat, and nasil :P

[Brother Schenker]

As your doctor I prescribe a hearty dose of Ham on Rye, by Charles Bukowski (the greatest American poet ever).

He had acne vulgaris as a teen and all the docs could do is drill each cyst/boil.
Wasn't any accutane back then.

The dude survived it and the scars gave his face character.

I feel for you, lil bro.
I didn't have acne half as bad but would get 1-3 boils once in awhile, usually on either side of my nose and it would look hideous. Found it hard to look in anyone's eyes because I didn't want to see them looking at my boils.

But you grow out of it...for the most part...I still occassionally get a facial boil but I know better than to touch it every 5 seconds to see if it's gotten bigger. And I don't scratch it either. I leave it alone and it mellows out on its own and goes away.

[zip]

yup yup billionfold..its time for me to come outta my dam shell...wow..it amazes me how ive kept this to myself for the last year and a half and..i always thhought about how i could let 1 person know to see if he/she will accept it still..but never had the power to...but i come here to a bunch of people who have the same interst as me but ive never met..and it was that easy to get me that lil push to make me go through with it..dam..lol im high so i dun sound right;..lool iuno..but thanks anyways all!

PS: cut in 57mins and counting :stoned: