Before I started smoking pot, I'd cut myself, hit myself in the face until I almost passed out, or on my body until there were bruises, I'd dig my nails into my skin to make myself bleed, I thought about suicide on a daily basis, I wanted nothing more than to kill every human being with my bare hands and then to look in a mirror as i blow my brains out...I was a FUCKED UP individual. When I smoked pot, I felt this inherent connection with the world and everyone around me. I felt like there was so much more to life than my hatred and animosity, if one would just take the time to stop and listen to the sound of the earth breathing through every creature and plant on this planet.

I was and still am awed at how cannabis completely changed my outlook on life. It doesn't just work when you're high, I think if you truly want to change or if you just begin to let it, cannabis works completely.