That's what I'm saying. All my life, I have always been the focal point, the foundation for my family. I paid the bills, I raised my brother, I took care of the house while my parents drunk their asses off. So no big deal, it made me a very strong and self sufficient person. But it's like I'm at the point where I'm focused on my own life and my wife, but I still get outside interference. And then when I get pissed off, I look like the asshole. But again, I'll listen to everyone and go to great lengths to help anyone. Who's my rock? Who do I turn to when I need a break? Cause right now, I need a serious break. Granted, there are people that are much worse than I am and I'm thankful for having the miniscule issues (aside from the $5000) that I do have. But damn, everyone needs someone to lean on and I'm tired of everyone leaning on me and I get to lean on the wall! I'm only one person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!