Quote Originally Posted by Peach.Optimo.Bluntz
cool braddog. im glad to see some one else that tokes and believes in god and jesus!. I grew going to a catholic private school till 5th grade. Untell i got kicked out of course because of my crappy grades.

I was also raised christian, not by my parents but my nieghbors, Through all my life ive had nobody. Parents divorced when i was in kindergarden. I got beat by my brother in law through my entire middle schoo because he was on all kinds of drugs and hated me for no reasonl. My dad was never home much. When ever i visited my mother, she was always drunk and getting her ass beat by her bf.

i wont keep going on but my point is one day i realised. I was sitting there depressed and in the dumps and then i realised... the Only person thats been there for me is God and jesus this whole time. From the day i was born, i was taught who god was and who jesus was.

The whole time i hated the world and was so angry. I realised some one has been standing there with there hands on my shoulder for this whole time.

I may not be a perfect person or a perfect christian. I smoke weed, I have a daughter at the age of 22 and im not married yet. I have tons of sins. But even though ill always remember who was there for me. And i will NEVER question my own faith or let any one EVER influence my faith. I know jesus is there. And i know when the time comes that every one else will realise.
I was highly emotional during your post. And, then I thought that you had a 22 year-old daughter, I was like, "RIGHT ON!!!" :stoned:

You display faith that a non-believer would need to look up Freud in order to understand. Neil Peart wrote:

Things crawl in the darkness
That imagination spins
Needles at your nerve ends
Crawl like spiders on your skin

Pounding in your temples
And a surge of adrenaline
Every muscle tense - to fence the enemy within

I'm not giving in to security under pressure
I'm not missing out on the promise of adventure
I'm not giving up on impluasible dreams
Experience to extremes -
Experience to extremes

Suspicious-looking stranger
Flashes you a dangerous grin
Shadows across your window -
Was it only trees in the wind?

Every breath a static charge -
A tongue that tastes like tin
Steely-eyes outside to hide the enemy within...

To you - is it movement or is it action?
Is it contact or just reaction?
And you - revolution or just resistance?
Is it living, or just existence?
Yeah, you - it takes a little more persistance
To get up and go the distance...

Rush - The Enemy Within (Part I of Fear) Lyrics