Wellbutrin will exacerbate bi-poler disorder, it is not fun at all. Paxil was ok but gained alot of weight on it. Lexapro is the best I have found so far.
I can't smoke alot without replaying moments or conversations in my head. I can twist around the most innocent conversation to seem like either I said something sinister or someone else said something that I took way out of context. That snowballs into intense anxiety, I swear if i get too high I spin every conversation I had in the last week. So what I do Is take one hit, wait 30-45 min and take another, slowly build the high and then it isnt so bad.
None of this used to happen until I had a real bad acid trip.