Today was a really shitty day, and I was in a very shitty mood. So, I was pissed at my girl and I was pissed at everyone so I decided, "Fuck them, I'll cut my hair!" So I put it up in a ponytail and I sliced away with the scissors until the holder fell out and all my hair was in a pile in the sink.

I fucked up 4 years of dedication just because I was pissed at people and I'm impulsive. I'm so depressed now, I've been crying and I know, I KNOW that so many out there are asking yourselves why I'm crying over hair. I look so terrible with short hair. Everyone, EVERYONE told me how I should never cut it and how I look so much better with long hair, and everyone loved my hair. I got voted best hair in high school and girls wanted locks of it. It was beautiful. But now its gone, and its all my fault. God, I dont' know what to do. The worst part about it is, I actually made her cry because it was gone. God, I wish I could go back.

Even weed isn't making this better. I have a 4 and a half gram sack here of some dang good weed I got from a friend for 10 bucks, but I don't even feel like smoking any of it. Just like I'm hungry, but I have no desire to eat at all.

Sorry, this is just a useless journal thread I guess, just sucks....
Gothen Reviewed by Gothen on . Its All Gone, and Its All My Fault Today was a really shitty day, and I was in a very shitty mood. So, I was pissed at my girl and I was pissed at everyone so I decided, "Fuck them, I'll cut my hair!" So I put it up in a ponytail and I sliced away with the scissors until the holder fell out and all my hair was in a pile in the sink. I fucked up 4 years of dedication just because I was pissed at people and I'm impulsive. I'm so depressed now, I've been crying and I know, I KNOW that so many out there are asking yourselves why Rating: 5