yikes, thats the truth. here is what happened:
we were STONED. i was spending the night. i woke up with her face right next to mine. she says to me 'youre pretty when u sleep' (this is the kinda platonic nicery that goes on between us, the standard dishing-out of friendly compliments. i thought nothing of it, so i said 'you looked hot stuff in your new dress today'). next thing i know, she grabs my whole face and just kisses me. a long, long, LONG kiss. no tongue. just lip. im stunned. totally weirded out. so i just do the next best hting and kiss her back. we exchange a few more pecks and a caress or two.we say NOTHING while this goes on. then i roll back over and fall asleep.
it didnt hit me till i woke up this morning. i'm a little freaked out. because i am not sure whether it was sexual or not. i do NOT swing that way, it one of the few things i wont do and i know that she does. madi and i will hug and cuddle like girl-friends do, but this just blew me away. i didnt say a word about it because i am not sure what to think. wtf? i have this scared feeling in the back of my head that this kinda thing will ruin our relationship. madi knows very well that i do not dig other women, but by kissing her back i think i just screwed up the message. i am just not sure what to do. i bitched at her earlier that day because i HATE her boyfriend, and i am not sure if she took that as some kind of hint. was she just stoned? i dont think so cause madi tends to keep her head well above the water. iam just scared.
need some help u guys! what do you think????
p.s. madi is my platonic soulamte and i want to keep our realtionship
BizzleLuvin Reviewed by BizzleLuvin on . i kissed my best friend last night yikes, thats the truth. here is what happened: we were STONED. i was spending the night. i woke up with her face right next to mine. she says to me 'youre pretty when u sleep' (this is the kinda platonic nicery that goes on between us, the standard dishing-out of friendly compliments. i thought nothing of it, so i said 'you looked hot stuff in your new dress today'). next thing i know, she grabs my whole face and just kisses me. a long, long, LONG kiss. no tongue. just lip. im stunned. totally Rating: 5