Quote Originally Posted by Inferius
Don't purely rely on the weed, try to let the natural sober beauty of the world bring you to euphoria.
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Believe it or not, I cant find anything beautiful in my everyday life while I'm sober worth going through. Now if we went on a road trip or something maybe I would be in a good mood and wouldnt need weed (even though it would make me even happier). But people seem to like me more when I'm high because I'm more open and make them laugh and just feel good so I must rely on weed to bring me euphoria. I actually thank it for stopping me from thinking about suicide. Before I really started getting into it my mind was racing everyday and I only smoked it every once in a while and all I wuold think about is death. Now that I do it very often it almost seems silly that I used to think like that .