i have been sober for three days now.

yes, count them.. THREE.

im so fucking desperate i started to try to mooch off of people today. usually i never ask for free buzzes, because i feel like a loser and a mooch.. but its been so long.. i missed the sweet taste so much that today i finally gave in and asked someone to get me high.. he said he would and that he would meet me in town later.. well he never showed. it really pisses me off because he could have just told me that he didnt want to share, you know? he didnt have to get my hopes up like that.. i even called off of work so that i could have time to find him (which, i never did).. it REALLY pisses me off because whenever i have weed and someone needs it, i get them buzzed because i figure.. hey, when i run out they can do the same for me. well, i got him high just a few weeks ago and this is the thanks i get? psh. never again.

its okay though.. i get paid this week, so i wont have to go too much longer (lets just hope that my dealers arent still dry by the time i get paid).
BOgart.bitch Reviewed by BOgart.bitch on . sober and hating it i have been sober for three days now. yes, count them.. THREE. im so fucking desperate i started to try to mooch off of people today. usually i never ask for free buzzes, because i feel like a loser and a mooch.. but its been so long.. i missed the sweet taste so much that today i finally gave in and asked someone to get me high.. he said he would and that he would meet me in town later.. well he never showed. it really pisses me off because he could have just told me that he didnt want Rating: 5