dumped

[tetraluiscannabinol]

i am dumped,
i smoke far too much grass,
i have every day for 10yrs (3 month off)
most other things have been done far too much in the past too
but now i dont have any confidence, and cant see a future other than the
running away on holiday for ever and thats impossible.#
i get very agitated when i dont smoke for a couple of days, i may as well have had a dab of base. beer doesnt touch the sides anymore, i have more units most days than you should have in a week, sniff ha ha, and who stole the magic in my beans?

what do you suggest?
(apart from suicide!)

tetraluiscannabinol Reviewed by tetraluiscannabinol on 06-12-2006. dumped i am dumped, i smoke far too much grass, i have every day for 10yrs (3 month off) most other things have been done far too much in the past too but now i dont have any confidence, and cant see a future other than the running away on holiday for ever and thats impossible.# i get very agitated when i dont smoke for a couple of days, i may as well have had a dab of base. beer doesnt touch the sides anymore, i have more units most days than you should have in a week, sniff ha ha, and who Rating: 5

[zalami128]

need more cowbell?

[tetraluiscannabinol]

cowbell? huh?

[crudemood]

find a job, find something you're good at. something that will boost your confidence. Then things will slowly get better. You'll be more willing to do things. Trust me, start by finding something you like and/or are good at.

[tetraluiscannabinol]

ive got a job, pays well but its shit, i got hobbies too. i do work 5 - 9 tho so i dont have to get up. i run my house too, so theres plenty to do, its just doesnt feel like a it should, im 26 today too? my best mates had a kid too, and my girls gone! that will be why im down i think, watchin his family life! although i had chances to commit i darent. mmm.

[crudemood]

well if it was me, and i had all that to do, my mind would be kept occupied no time to think about anything else!
oh you're girls gone, thats the main problem?
I heard somewhere that when you're down and you smoke it just heightens the feelings, making you feel worse. Thats not it is it?

[MaryJaneScott]

need more cowbell?

why did this make me laugh so much
that my tummy hurts?

more cowbell...

[tetraluiscannabinol]

yeah too much smoke, i even smoke when mountain biking! it seems to put me in the mood, nature and all! thanks

[Jay Matix]

Know your limits & Do everything in moderation...


or you will die

[tetraluiscannabinol]

very true, i learned that lesson, its just the weed dosent "seem" to have bad side effects... apart from er.. forgot.