Hey slip,

I know you said you wanted to end it. You can choose to ignore this if you like.

I read what you initially said when starting this post. I realize that you are not one to believe in religion and what not. I dont believe in organized religion myself.

You are still a human being with a soul and it is your higher self that is telling you something and you are living in a Universe with a consciousness aware of your consciousness.

If I use the word soul I am not coming from that standpoint of religion.

When we experience fear or anger or jealously, we are in an illusion that is designed to bring to us awareness of those parts of the soul that need to be healed. These things do not actually exist. That is why pursuing them does not bring power, as in bullying etc.

What exists between souls is love and that is all that exists. Power is not the ability to exert your will upon another human being. There is no inner security in that kind of power as you have experienced.

By understanding this, the personaility is able to remain aware within the illusion, to accept consciously the healing that it offers, and to help others heal as well.

The illusion holds power over you when you are not able to remember that you are a powerful spirit/soul that has taken on the physical experience for the purpose of learning. It has power over you when you are compelled by the wants and impulses and values of your personality. It holds power over you when you fear and hate and sorrow and fester in anger or strike out in rage.

It has no power over you when you love, when compassion opens your heart to others. In other words, the illusion has no power over a personality that is fully aligned with its soul.

The illusion is governed by impersonal energy dynamics. It is shaped by the law of karma. Karma is karma and energy is energy. Albert Einstein believed not only in the phsyical aspects of energy but the spiritual aspects of balancing energy as well. Its a dynamic that applys to everything in the universe.

The awakened personality understands this, and therefore, does not respond to the experiences and the events of its life with anger, fear, sorrow or jealousy, which would create additional negative karma for its soul, but with compassion and with trust that the Universe, in each moment, is attending to the needs of its soul. This draws to it other souls with the same frequencies of consciousness.

You, all of us are beings of light. You shape that light through the emotional currents that you release. You need not even talk to do so. You constantly shape this light by your emotions and intentions.

Each personality draws to itself personalities with consciousness of like frequency, or like weakness. The frequency of anger attracts the frequency of anger, the frequency of greed attracts the frequency of greed and so on.
Negativity attracts negativity, just as love attracts love. Therefore the world of a greedy person is filled with greedy people, and a loving person lives in a world of loving people.

The law of attraction creates a cocoon, so to speak, of like energy around each personality so that as it seeks to heal its anger, or its fear, or its jealousy, the metamorphosis process into wholeness is intensified and accerlated and is brought to the center of the stage of awareness as you have just gone through.

The personality sees its anger or its fear not only within itself, but everywhere outside itself as well. If the personality chooses consciously to heal its anger, or its fear, every circumstance, every encounter becomes irritating or fearful as the Universe compassionatly responds to its desire to become whole.

As the anger, or the fear, within the personality builds, the world in which it lives increasingly reflects the the anger, or the fear, that it must heal, so that eventually , ultimately, the personality will see that it is creating its own experiences and perceptions, that its righteous anger or justifiable fear origingates within itself, and therefore can be replaced by other perceptions and experiences only through the force of its own being.

It is the intention that determines its effect. If what you offer to others is not sensitive, if it does not support and nourish, if it does not empower but disempowers them, it will be met with reistance at some level, and that resistance will be the counterpart of your energy that seeks to disempower, or to control.

Separation and distance are always the result of the pursuit of external power.

What we think is an act of power leads us to feel powerless and empty.

If the EMOTION is:

Anger, rage, vengefullness, hatred, jealousy/envy, loneliness, spite, sorrow, despair, grief, regret, greed, arrogance, alienation, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, superiority.

You now have two choices before you.

You can either unconsciously or through responsible choice take on the

BEHAVIOR of:

Selfishness, to hurt: animals, people, or the earth, using others: business, sexual or emotional. Lying, manipulation, violence, brutality, domination, impatience, withdrawl, judging or ridicule.

This path will start the NEGATIVE EMOTION/KARMA cycle all over again. Its a loop process.

The other choice is two break the NEGATIVE EMOTION KARMA cycle and make a responsible choice and this will lead you to authentic power. True power.


The human emotional system can be broken down into two elements:
Fear and love. Love is of the soul. Fear is of the personality.

If you are unconscious of the part of yourself as a splintered personality, you will enact the anger of that part of yourself without even thinking. You will strike out, or withdraw or ridicule, or in some way express your anger. Your anger will spill out of your private energy sphere and into the collective energy of those around you, creating negative karma.

Negative karma means that the personality that chooses negative behavior will experience that same negative behavior from another personality, and again, be given the opportunity to decide to release or continue that mode of learning.

This is the illusion. It is an illusion because you and the other souls that are involved have agreed, in compassion and wisdom, to participate in the learning dynamics of the Earth school in order to heal. It is an illusion because within nonphysical reality neither space nor time nor anger nor jealousy nor fear exist. It is an illusion because when you return home it will cease to be.

This is why we shouldnt judge a soul that is involved in its learning process.

When energy leaves you in fear or distrust, it cannot bring you anything but discomfort or pain. When energy flows from your system in fear and distrust, you experience a physical feeling of pain or discomfort in the part of your body that is associated with the particular energy center that is losing power. When energy leaves you in any way except in strength and trust, it cannot bring you back anything but pain and discomfort.

An authentically powered human being, therefore is a human being that does not release its energy except in love and trust.

The human soul cannot tollerate brutality, it cannot tollerate being lied to, It cant tollerate non-forgiveness, It cant tollerate jealousy and hatred. These are contaminates like feeding yourself arsenic. This is the distortedness of the soul that the physical reduced counterpart of the soul called the personality, takes on in order to cleanse, in order to let other souls see so that it can be helped.

Do not hate yourself for what has happened. It was a mistake to be learned from. Just acknowledge that to the Universe and ask for forgiveness and it will come. You must be prepared to forgive others as well as it is part of the dynamic.

The important thing to remember is the intention behind it is genuine and the moment you make a genuine apology is when you feel a change in yourself in the same area that lost power. You restore yourself and that person at the same time and the Universe acknowledges you for doing so. You will feel your power come back to you.

Now you are less likely to repeat the mistake and have learned. You need not repeat this lesson 10, 20 or 50 more times to feel what you have felt because you understand the dynamic.

Nothing you do goes unseen in the eyes of karma and nothing escapes its laws.

Take care.