Slipknot, Im glad you made this thread actually. Recently Ive realised that theres a lot of things about me that I hate - and not just because I hate myself (IM NOT A FUCKING EMO!) its because I hate people who share the same traits as me. Selfishness, greed, dishonesty...
Id just like to thank everyone whos put positive input into this, as its also helped me. Some people make small steps to becoming a 'better' person, some people prefer to be thrown into a change. If I were you, and unsure of what was better, Id try changing myself instantly. Next time you go down town, smile at everyone you see... say hello to old grannies, chat with them at the bus stop, even offer to help carry their bags. Even if it doesnt make you feel better, remember that its made them feel better... and making someone feel happy and loved is the first step to loving yourself.