even if i were to want shrooms, i couldn't get them, nor would i try. i'm really trying to keep the exact circumstances minimal as possible, as a. i really wouldn't want anyone to know these things, it's not the worst thing in the world, but it's something i'm so far from proud of, and b. the circumstances really wouldn't help to answer the question anyways, probably just the opposite, it would probably envoke alot of negative responses and generally turn into some argument, rather then answers.

ok, lets say you think bullying is wrong, and you're really really against it, because you grew up all around it, you grew up through it, you were bullied and you swore you never wanted to become a bully, and you'd rather kill yourself then be a bully, then you realize one day, you've become a bully, and it's already been going on for a looooong time, it's not something that's just going to go away, it's not something you can instantly change and poof everything is ok, the damage is already done, but remember you swore you'd kill yourself before you became that person, and you meant it. what do you do, and what do you call that? i'd call that hating myself because that's all i can think of, like that's the only phrase that describes it i guess does this help anything?

on the god thing, it's dead and gone, believe me nothing is ever going to bring it back, sometimes people just don't believe, and they know they don't believe and they know they are never going to no matter what happens, i'm one of those people, i actually take offense when someone 'god blesses me' when i sneeze, because i feel as if i'm having someone else's religion forced on me, just as i'm sure you'd be pretty offended and/or upset should a satanist force his religion on you, say by stepping up to the little pedestal thingy in the middle of service and start reading from the satanic bible.
slipknotpsycho Reviewed by slipknotpsycho on . serious question, need serious answers. what do you do, when you've become the person you hate the most, and it's not something that can just be changed? what is there to do, when you've become everything you despise, and you were just so blind you couldn't see it.. what can you do? Rating: 5