Thanks a lot, asswipe. Here I am, begging for help...a way out...and you are calling it too heartbreaking. Listen, if you think I am ugly, think again. I can provide pics. I am reasonably attractive. Basically, I want to start over elsewhere. Preferably Amsterdam. But, somewhere else if I have good support. Anywhere. Anywhere that I feel accepted. Loved. I am an attractive woman, but to my husband judging by him, I am an ogre....

How the hell do I post pics??? I would if my dumb ass could figure out how...