If my husband gives me one more lecture...

[sophiastarchild]

I swear to Goddess I'll get on a fucking bus now if there's weed (and an understanding person...I'm bisexual...at the other end) at the other end of the journey

[puffpuffand away]

bwahahahahaha...
woe ya

[HazardousToking]

This is NOT the place to be doing this, your going to end up in a world of hurt if you develop habits like this.

Stop running
Open your eyes
Face your demons
Gain your freedom

[sophiastarchild]

What the hell are you talking about???

[sophiastarchild]

I want OUT...my momma is a klepto Vicodin addict. My husband is an alcoholic who swears he and the kids are better off without me...and I agree...I belong somewhere with other stoners that understand me.

[sophiastarchild]

BTW...I am a 29 year old mom of two...I have been there, I have done the whole responsible thing...I have tried to make it a happy family, but it's just not possible...I need to get away for awhile...please, someone help me escape. My hubby says that if I left, my boys (ages 3 and 6) would be better off with him and without me...so fine..I'll go, and try to pursue my own happiness.

[Polymirize]

this thread should be removed for being so heartbreaking...

[Fan o KmK]

This is NOT the place to be doing this, your going to end up in a world of hurt if you develop habits like this.

Stop running
Open your eyes
Face your demons
Gain your freedom

haha yea what the hell are u talkin about.

[sophiastarchild]

Thanks a lot, asswipe. Here I am, begging for help...a way out...and you are calling it too heartbreaking. Listen, if you think I am ugly, think again. I can provide pics. I am reasonably attractive. Basically, I want to start over elsewhere. Preferably Amsterdam. But, somewhere else if I have good support. Anywhere. Anywhere that I feel accepted. Loved. I am an attractive woman, but to my husband judging by him, I am an ogre....

How the hell do I post pics??? I would if my dumb ass could figure out how...

[kuulbns]

Unfortunately we all have tough times in life. While I feel your frustration, perhaps you should think of your children first. How are they gonna feel if Mommy abandons them? Also think of the danger of an online "Knight in shining Aluminum", you don't know what you're getting into. You need to seek counseling if only to help you feel better about yourself. I am not a mental health proffesional, and this is not a mental health site. While I wish I could help you in some way, I (like EVERYONE in life) have my own family and issues to deal with. I do wish you all the best.