Le Gasp....bad trip.

[UserName AlphaNiner]

Well, after my crazy ass weekend, I decided that I didn't really need to trip again for a while. Hmm...

I went to get some bud last night from a friend, and he had a bit of cid left and offered me a hit. I thought, cool...I'll just trip out a tiny bit, it's only one hit. I'll go home and draw or play my bass or something. Well, I dropped it and came home....my world collasped around me. I felt like I was all alone. I called a couple of friends, and they didn't answer. That obviously meant they were ignoring me. I pretty much spiralled down from there. I lost touch with things that I would never usually lose grip on with only 1 hit. I couldn't play my instrument, I couldn't type, I couldn't even draw. I just sat in my bed thinking the worst thoughts humanly possible. I desperately needed someone to talk to, but there was no one there. It was terrible. This morning, I feel humbled. This is my first truely BAD trip. I underestimated a psychadellic, and this is my punishment. I've talked to a couple of friends...and feel a lot better than I did this morning....but I still feel off. I let it take over me, something that I'm usually so good at preventing.

Oh well, I guess sometimes we need to experience these kinds of things to open up our eyes a little bit. I still feel so alone, though.

Lesson: Don't underestimate a psychadellic. If you're worried at all about the trip, don't take it. Put yourself in a positive atmosphere with friends that you can trust and talk to if you have something on your mind. I have always known these rules, but I thought I had more control than I really did. Oh well, live and learn, imo.

UserName AlphaNiner Reviewed by UserName AlphaNiner on 09-22-2004. Le Gasp....bad trip. Well, after my crazy ass weekend, I decided that I didn't really need to trip again for a while. Hmm... I went to get some bud last night from a friend, and he had a bit of cid left and offered me a hit. I thought, cool...I'll just trip out a tiny bit, it's only one hit. I'll go home and draw or play my bass or something. Well, I dropped it and came home....my world collasped around me. I felt like I was all alone. I called a couple of friends, and they didn't answer. That obviously meant Rating: 5

[thcbongman]

The bad trips are the best experiences later in life. Let this experience help you grow as a person. It took you to the door, now walk through it.

[mellow mood]

cid? sorry dont know wut your talkin bout.

[Phresh as it Gets]

1) he means acid
2) holy shit nice picture
3) you might have felt alone when you started tripping, thats y you felt so alone then and y you do now, you have to feel really good before you trip
4) thcbongman, very Maury of you, i like it

[UserName AlphaNiner]

"you might have felt alone when you started tripping, thats y you felt so alone then and y you do now, you have to feel really good before you trip "

Ya...I usually go into trips with the right mindset...I don't like to take advantage of psychadelics, as I have the upmost respect for them. But this time, I just got caught up...and we clashed...and the drug won. X_X

[sawleaf]

cid? sorry dont know wut your talkin bout.

What plant is that Mellow Mood? Is that Flo?

[thcbongman]

"you might have felt alone when you started tripping, thats y you felt so alone then and y you do now, you have to feel really good before you trip "

Ya...I usually go into trips with the right mindset...I don't like to take advantage of psychadelics, as I have the upmost respect for them. But this time, I just got caught up...and we clashed...and the drug won. X_X

You can start tripping in a right mindset and that can change with events that occur throughout the trip. When you take any kind of psychedelic, you are rolling the dice for a bad trip. If you trip frequently it's inevitable. I had my share of bad trips, and one where I got suicidal and nearly killed myself. Psychedelics breakdown your thoughts, shatters your ego, can make your cry, and see sorrow and the evils in life. But they can also rise you up, see the beauty in everything and guide you to love life again.