I guess alchohol has changed my life.
I've learn alot of hard lessons drinking I don't see how I would learned them other wise. The thing about alcohol is its only as bad as you want it to be. ie how bad you truly wana lose your mind and if you wana lose you mind alchohol is the right drug. I don't lose my inhibitious unwilling I don't think any one does. I get fucken pissed when people blame their problems on it too. Its your own fucking fault no matter what.

But on the other hand I like to drink. Sometimes I set out with the ambition to have a good time. Then i get the ambition to get smashed. My idea of fun might be perverted, but im a saner drunk than most.