I feel where you comin from, I stayed by my grandpas death bed for the last 2 days he was alive. Its a very surreal experience and for awhile I felt like I had eaten some mushrooms because similiar thoughts starting popping in my head. Its an experience that isnt a fun one but its one that happens for a reason I believe. He was unconscious the last 2 days I was there, all you can do is just stick by their side and keep them what would seem comfortable. Even though he was unconscious I could tell ALOT was going on by his facial expressions. I was talking to the preacher and he said that he believes sometimes people hold on as long as they can because they subconsciously need to see someone for closure. The only person who hadnt visited him was my uncle and about an hour after he made it up heere from cali, my grandpa passed on.

Its rough but ya get through it and are better for it. Holdin my newborn nephew while sitting next to someone who was almost dead was one of the most unique experiences ive had.


Hang in there man, life is just showing you its natural process....