Im lucky, i've never really been in this position, but i remember my granddad was in hospital a week before my 10th birthday, and i didnt get to see him, but my dad said he wished me happy birthday, so i said to my dad to tell him i said thanks, but he died the next morning and i never even got to say thanks.

I still miss him cos me and him shared the same interests, and it turns out he smoked weed all his life, but i was to young to know what he was smoking in his pipe.

Im sorry man.

I dont really know what to say.