i thought i would never become one, but it happened..ive now realized that ive gone from a simple stoner to a straight chronic fiend....

so i was waitin on my dealer who was suppose to show at the spot in 15..hes usually quick about it but can lag at times LOL...so i wait for 25mins b4 i call him and he says that we might be a little late and will need around 20mins..so that passes...no show..so i call and he said sorry he'll be there now..15mins go by..its been already 1 hour since i should've had it..but still nothin..now i try callin again and this time no answer...(once from the past he did this once and in the end never showed up)...i keep tryin every 5 mins for the next 30mins..nothin..then i start to feel SUPER SUPER depressed inside and get this anxiety that is just makin me sooo irritated...then i was just in my room lookin at the floor feelin hella sad...then 30mins later he calls...as soon as i see his name on the phone i get this crazy rush of happiness and feeling of butterflies in my stomach..(sad i know..this is why i think im a fiend)...then he calls and says sorry ill be there in 15 min forsure..then so im just happy and i litterally just go outside even though it will be another 15mins..im just walkin around all happy n shit..its HELLLA late...then 20mins pass..and the no answwer thing happens again..now im outside and i get the feelin of loniness and sadness again...wait it for another 10..and he finally showed..when i saw him i was about to go run and hug him..(thats how glad i was to see him) then made the deal and came back into my room..looked at my long waited prize...felt so happy i wanted to shout(remember, to me weed shouldnt feel like im so happy i want to shout but rather just be glad i got it..i smoke several times a day, its just yesterday i almost went 24hours without it..so i didnt smoke alot yesterday..making me fiend for it more today lol) anyways..in the end i got it and it took hours..lol but this whole post wasnt about how long my dealer took, but the fact that i cant wait or even yet..hold off of weed for a whole day..i need help lol..me is a BAD STONER...what about yall?
zip Reviewed by zip on . bad stoner, good stoner i thought i would never become one, but it happened..ive now realized that ive gone from a simple stoner to a straight chronic fiend.... so i was waitin on my dealer who was suppose to show at the spot in 15..hes usually quick about it but can lag at times LOL...so i wait for 25mins b4 i call him and he says that we might be a little late and will need around 20mins..so that passes...no show..so i call and he said sorry he'll be there now..15mins go by..its been already 1 hour since i Rating: 5