I would say only herb(no alcohol), meditation maybe? If you think nothing will work than yes, I think you should pray, pray, and pray. I think this world has something to offer for you, find it and than you will realize. Patients, patients, and more patients. Suicide is a perminent solution for a temporary problem, remember that when your thoughts turn against you. Learn how to enjoy yourself, you know you can.:rasta: :thumbsup: :rasta: