Yes, you need to tell your therapist. I admire the fact you posted this. Hang in there and get help. I hope this isnā??t some sort of sick joke (believe it or not Iā??ve seen that sort of thing happen here.) But that aside you need to get help suicide and death is not romantic.

You have a responsibility to get help before you hurt someone.

So, I know this is a stupid question but happened to you to make you feel this way. Did something crazy happen to you growing up or is this just a biological chemical thing in your head. Iā??m not being bitchy Iā??m just wondering?
likemclever Reviewed by likemclever on . Do I pray? Do I go to the doctors? Do I tell my shrink all of this? Since I was 15 Ive been seeing a shrink. Done a few overdoses, most just to get rid of the pain but with one I really hoped it would kill me. Took a shitload of tablets (didnt bother counting them, Im not that pathetic) one night, went to sleep and woke up in the morning tripping balls because of all the chemicals that were in my body. It got worse a couple of years ago (when I was 16) at Easter. I talked to my mum about religion for two hours, cooked a curry, ate it then went up to my room. Rating: 5