Yes, you need to tell your therapist. I admire the fact you posted this. Hang in there and get help. I hope this isnā??t some sort of sick joke (believe it or not Iā??ve seen that sort of thing happen here.) But that aside you need to get help suicide and death is not romantic.

You have a responsibility to get help before you hurt someone.

So, I know this is a stupid question but happened to you to make you feel this way. Did something crazy happen to you growing up or is this just a biological chemical thing in your head. Iā??m not being bitchy Iā??m just wondering?