How could I kill myself? Well, I wouldnt want to do something boring like slitting my wrists or shooting myself. Id want to go out with a bang, at least give something for people to remember me by seeing as theres fuck all now. Actually, its weird. I feel a little better now. Not because Ive talked to people, not because 'youve giving me attention' (Im sure some asshole is gonna come up with that sooner or later). I dont know why. My moods swing from 0 to 100 in minutes. Docs have said that Im bipolar and that just makes me shit myself knowing that Im gonna have to cope being like this for years.
I think Ill go act out my nuttyness in my book.