My edit time expired, but my addition was going to be that the worst thing that I think you can do about this is to just leave it unanswered indefinately.

I or anyone else can tell you anything, but when it comes to there feeling like something wrong with your head and how its working, you really have to straighten the bend yourself. Its part of becoming yourself, and you will always be a work in progress as these things pop up. I believe that our outlook and our resolve in what we believe in and see is all reality will ever be. It can't be something other than what you perceive it to be, because you are your own window, in this case. Look out and connect with something that makes you feel normal again. and just keep adding blocks onto it. In no time you'll be a master human being again.