I've seen and I can imagine some prety bad end-of-the-rope shit, so I can't even say you'd have to be a pussy to want to do it. I just found it a little too convenient for myself. It was a pretty real thought in my head for a bit when I pretty much figured I was living for no great and meaningfull reason, though. I was just a pile of cells walking down a street. Why delay the inevitable, eh? Fucken work for the man and if I don't like it I can move somewhere else and work for their man and even after my legs break, they'll still say i owe them money for some shit right? Then I get to sit around and get drunk all day, wow, life is so usefull... I dunno... I used to think like that... some stuff happened and I really don't notice those thoughts anymore. I get all sad and pissed for other reasons now. Dunno... Its kinda murdering yourself because you don't want o be yourself anymore or something. Still dunno... Seems like most people I see or know that talk about suicide just want everything to stop, even themselves. I can get very sad at times, but I don't want it to stop. I have a life and I might as well live it while I have the time to. I don't want to stop existing because I am sad. At least being sad is being something. I'm more afraid of not being able to think than I am of the capacity to think myself into being sad. I can always manage to find something silver to all of it. I have to look very hard and sometimes for days, but I do find it. I dunno... I don't take much comfort in being sad and I try to fix it... and I sure as hell don't get sad because of other people in my life making their own decisions and all the other shit people think they need to blame themselves for... Whatever... Suicide is gay... Maybe not a pussy's way out, but for sure the fucking nimrod's, imo.

If you're too stupid to stop being sad or do something with yourself that makes you happy, then maybe you just don't know any better. Its not a cuddly answer, but its how I really feel about the whole scene.

Either way, too bad you can't ask someone that's already done it if it was worth it gets my vote.