Quote Originally Posted by eat the roach
i have thought about it for years, only becose i have FMS / CFS since i was 7 years old now im thirty two and every year hurts more than the last.. i have been on so many drugs from the Dr and none really help, but seem to f*uck up something else.. but i would say i wouldnt kill my self.. but i do look forward to death.. and if their is a grimm reaper I WILL KICK HIM IN THE BALLS AND ASK HIM WTF TOOK SO F*UCKING LONG?
the worst part of all of this is my wife sees me suffer everyday and now my daughter has it now and she is 10 years old.. and she asks me how do i deal with it.. so we discussed drugs and that i use good ol Mary Jane..
and she understands it but dont understand why it not legal.. thats ruff to explain when i dont know the real answer.

happy grow'n
Hey man, just wondering what's FMS / CFS? I have no idea if I'm in more or less pain than you but I don't think it matters, chronic pain that never quits after years is fucking exhausting any way you look at it. I feel at least partly what you're going through, hope it somehow works out for you.