Suicide

[Doctor mj]

Till this day I still want to die,
but not kill myself.
But what im tryin to say is, I wouldnt mind dying right now,
My mom is a bitch slut mood swinging and complaining whore. I sick of hearing it, I wish to either move out and become independent or just dying.
Either one is cool with me.
I would never kill myself, but i would do something so suicidal someone would need to kill me, before i hurt others.

[thebathroom]

Nope. Never.


My mom has, three times and I was there for all of them. But the next day she gets what she wants and pretends like nothing happened. She doesn't really want to kill herself. She would have done it quietly already.

[Tmar.aLL.DaYmar]

ive never even considered suicide.

[Cooler Then Jesus]

ive tried to hang my self with some rope in the garage, because i thought i was going to juvie for good. but dad came home after i was hangin for like 10 min and i was knocked out, he pulled out his gerber and cut the rope. theres no reason to be afraid of suicide, or anything of the sort, it isn`t truley THE END. i beleive there may be some form of life after death, and some people just cant wait to see what happens after death. more or less people being impatient vs. people who are really depressed. but just stop and think about what your giving up, and how you might be affecting the people you really love.

EDIT: also, i didnt even go to juvie, or get in any trouble anything.

[enthused]

Who hasn't thought about it? If I ever get to be 80 years old, im the first one off a fuckin building.

with a nice fat blunt in my mouth

[eat the roach]

i have thought about it for years, only becose i have FMS / CFS since i was 7 years old now im thirty two and every year hurts more than the last.. i have been on so many drugs from the Dr and none really help, but seem to f*uck up something else.. but i would say i wouldnt kill my self.. but i do look forward to death.. and if their is a grimm reaper I WILL KICK HIM IN THE BALLS AND ASK HIM WTF TOOK SO F*UCKING LONG?
the worst part of all of this is my wife sees me suffer everyday and now my daughter has it now and she is 10 years old.. and she asks me how do i deal with it.. so we discussed drugs and that i use good ol Mary Jane..
and she understands it but dont understand why it not legal.. thats ruff to explain when i dont know the real answer.

happy grow'n

[Jennifer K]

Thought about and tried it once many years ago when I was in my teens. I know know I just did it for attention. My brother tried the car in the garage thing a few years ago. But he is ok now.

[greenetn05]

i have thought of it and tried to cut my wrist but i guess i don't really want to die cause i have a 9 month old girl and another baby on the way that and i don't want to go to hell

[HazardousToking]

Ive had a few close encounters, many a nights sittin around with cold steel pressed to my head and cocked back, seems like a great idea at one point or another, easy way out but I usually talk myself out of it like a pussy


Im my opinion there are no "attempted" suicides. Either ya fuckin kill yourself or ya dont. I got a buddy who took his dads shotty to school and blew his brains out in his car while sittin in the school parking lot. Id say 90% of the time the ones who commit suicide dont tell anyone about it, because they are the serious ones and they want to follow through with their plans....


If ya gotta do it, then do it, but just dont make a scene outta it. If thats the case, find a way to cause drama some other way....

[mrdevious]

i have thought about it for years, only becose i have FMS / CFS since i was 7 years old now im thirty two and every year hurts more than the last.. i have been on so many drugs from the Dr and none really help, but seem to f*uck up something else.. but i would say i wouldnt kill my self.. but i do look forward to death.. and if their is a grimm reaper I WILL KICK HIM IN THE BALLS AND ASK HIM WTF TOOK SO F*UCKING LONG?
the worst part of all of this is my wife sees me suffer everyday and now my daughter has it now and she is 10 years old.. and she asks me how do i deal with it.. so we discussed drugs and that i use good ol Mary Jane..
and she understands it but dont understand why it not legal.. thats ruff to explain when i dont know the real answer.

happy grow'n

Hey man, just wondering what's FMS / CFS? I have no idea if I'm in more or less pain than you but I don't think it matters, chronic pain that never quits after years is fucking exhausting any way you look at it. I feel at least partly what you're going through, hope it somehow works out for you.