Suicide

[minnesota man]

I know lots of people who have done it (6 at least). I have no remorse for them. They fulfilled their destiny and I doubt they want any pity. Once this dude shot himself the same night after we were hanging out at a bar. Was it something I said?

minnesota man Reviewed by minnesota man on 05-30-2006. Suicide Anyone ever been through a really rough time and thought about this or nearly done it? Rating: 5

[Jaymo]

I personally dont care whether I'm alive or dead but suicide is not an option :P.
If I live, I live. If I die, I die. In other words I am not afraid of death.

[Reefer Rogue]

umm, no...

[welshkillabee]

Never thought about taking my own life but im not scared of dying I dont wanna get old :stoned:

[eat the roach]

Hey man, just wondering what's FMS / CFS? I have no idea if I'm in more or less pain than you but I don't think it matters, chronic pain that never quits after years is fucking exhausting any way you look at it. I feel at least partly what you're going through, hope it somehow works out for you.

high
it is cronic pain in all muscle / tendons..you know how sore you get when you work out to much and the next day you wake up feeling like a train wreck? stiff sore you cant think right becose your brain dont produce the right waves so you sleep normal...depression is common, but i wont take meds anymore they was pushing me to the breaking point.. man, there is so manythings that is affected by FMS now CFS is cronic fatigue (sp?) and what this does is affect you brain, make you tired and think cant remember things from randon points in time.. the first time that hit me was in '93 november first, i couldnt remember what happened to october!!! nothing!!
like it didnt happen.. since then i only loose a couple hours here and there, maybe a couple times a week..
but i must say my pain tollerence is unreal.. two years ago i had my hand slamed in a car door- and the door latched with my fingers still in it!!! but the angle they was stuck i would have broke them all if i reached for the handle so i * ** calmly asked my wife to open the door for me.. everyone thought it was a joke at first untill the door opened and saw my flat/red fingers.. dont get me wrong it still hurt but not as bad as my average pains.
well this is getting long and i dont want to bore others with my daily probs..

to sum it up: you have terminal pain without death neer by to set you free.
if i was to kill my self i would make a damn good statment and a really big mess hopefully with lots of news coverage..

toke up!

[MaryJaneintheCloset]

I thought about it a few years back after a seriously traumatic event in my life... but I doubt I would ever have been able to actually go through with it.

[orangeman]

Yeah, I used to think about it all the time before my thoughts were overclouded with being high and getting by, just another day .

[friendowl]

everyday i consider suicide
but there is so many fun things to do
that i just put it off

[newbie1232]

Nope. But my friend slit his wrists once. He did it right in the middle of class, supposedly got blood everywhere. He had to go to some rehab clinic type place for a few months after that.

[fikusroot]

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