zalami128: I couldn't have explained it better. I haven't been, as you put it, "gone" in a long time, but I think tonight, I'm going to smoke until I reach that point. I love smoking to the point of smoking too much, where things are totally different and you start to get a little paranoid. Sadly, my hookah is broken, so I'll have to smoke joints tonight. I feel as if bongs and hookahs actually get me more high.