somebody follows freud i see

for me, things are just smooth as can be
i am sitting outside typing this on the deck of my pool drinking sweet tea and trees are swaying in the breeze...yet the sway seems a little more fluid to me because of the blunt i just smoked (the new white owl watermelon blunts are a must buy\).

anyways that is how i feel mentally. but to be honest, my highs are always different.. sometimes i am really up there, sometimes i just feel slightly light headed and relaxed.

things are interpreted differently for me when i'm high... watching tv, playing video games, doing anything electronically is a different feeling, a lot more distorted and fun (depending on your reaction to the feeling i guess)... but at the same time, going out with friends, being around family, going to work, every day things... those usually seem a lot different too.

i personally hate being around my parents and people that could potentially "catch me"... it's just not a good way to be high. that's why i don't do it in school... that and my school only has about 200 kids in my senior class and the teachers know everyone's name and basic biography.

but i am lost on a tangent now. probably because im feeling a little too stoned to collect my thoughts on this subject, because i think about this often... most of the time when i'm high.

happy fkn memorial day and fare well