Hello


This is actually my second attempt at writting this, I spent an hour typing it all out, hit the sumbit button and it vanished into I don't no where .

Anyway, can I just Thank those members who saw the truth of this whole horrible situation. I didn't want to cause any of this, the fact is a remark was made and I can understand absolutely anyone thinking I was overreacting.
Well to me it brought back memories of a past that was the lowest point of my life, so I lost my temper. I am not proud of it, I am actually very embarrased by it, it was unforgivable and should not have happened. However I am only human and I do have a breakiing point, I know that is no excuse but I'm affraid it happens ................. I am sorry.

The situation was actually flamed by someone who was supposed to keep these things inorder. For that person I have written a statement of truth, not an attack but a true statement as I see it ................

Del you are a bully and like all bullies you're behaviour is childish, "if I don't get what I want I will have a tantrum", "if I don't get what I want I will ban you. I have never or will I ever back down to a bully.
Del you totally ignored anything I had to say and just made up you're own lies as you went along.
Del you are a liar, you acted towards me the way you did because for you're own personal reasons for disliking me, you also told lies inorder to back up you're pathetic little exscuse about Philly Kid being a seasoned cannabis person, he is a ill mannered little boy who knows nothing. You used the exscuse of protecting Phily Kid from my "unwarranted attack", as a cover for you're own personal dislike off me. You quoted me as saying "I have friends, I will hurt you", Del do you think that people are so ignorant as to believe that ........................ they can read you know, and they can see that I never ever said those words. In my veiw you were treating the members of these boards as though they were idiots.
You did you're upmost to cause me distress and slander my honour.
Such actions from a so called moderator are totally unacceptble, you abused you're position on these boards to satisfy you're own ego.

Can you remember once when I wandered on to the chatroom and I tried to talk to you about growing, no I bet you don't ............ well I do, you were rude and abrasive with me then, I remember thinking "what is this guys problem with me".

Final proof of you're personal hatred towards me I will copy you're message to me ............................ You have been banned for the following reason:
piss off poser...legend my ass, just another lame-ass poser looking for a tease.
Date the ban will be lifted: Never

My final words to you, I won't say as you did to me "Piss off you lame assed poser", I'll just say "you do not impress me at all".




Well I have had my say, I hope I can be allowed to contribute in my own way to the growing section of these boards. It has become somewhere I enjoy visting and chatting with others who enjoy growing something that has become apart of my life.
I admit that when I started growing it was just because it was cheaper then buying, but nowdays if I havent a grow underway, I feel that there is something missing ...................... "cannabis does not become addictive untill you start growing it", those words are so true.


Once again my Thanks and apologies to all .............. love mand xxx