cactusMan,

Thanks for the post man. I hope to see that movie soon.
And yes, it was most definitely an awesome ride!

<_-O-_> <_-O-_>
smokesalot,

Thanks for the words dude.
You are very right when you say that not all battles are worth fighting. That is wisdom right there.
I also, definitely, hope I have found happiness.

<_-O-_> <_-O-_>
Graph,

Don't worry man.... doesn't sound gay.
As for your future mother... haha! That'd be fun... maybe.... it would suck to have it turn out a male... HA!
Strain? Man, I'd be very much happy if you picked it. Make it... some of the weed strain the the pope smokes before talking to the masses. LOL !!!

Thanks

<_-O-_> <_-O-_>
Grim Reefer,

Hey man!
Names?
How about
GrowBitch! and I'llNEVERkillYOU
????

Those sound nice.

LOL!!!!
The path: Well, I'm just going forward. It'll definitely make me stronger... whatever the outcome, it'll be the best.

Peace dude, thanks.


<_-O-_> <_-O-_>
Hey Jdog,

My woman is very hot... so, that part is covered.

As to finishing the harvest: Man, I think there was going to be no relationship to go back to if I waited until harvest was finished.

As to the engagement ring... shit man... another one?!

LOL !!!!!

As to growing again, it will happen... just when she feels more comfortable. It'll happen man... I've got no doubts. And obviously, I'll post it here.

<_-O-_> <_-O-_>
Garden Knowm,

Thanks dude. Havoc, would have been very fucked up. Very fucked up.

gK, I have no doubt in my mind I'll be growing again. I don't think soon, but definitely within 2 years. Hmmm... "definitely"? Maybe I should edit that....

But man, do not worry... I'll grow, and obviously, post here. Everybody will know.

I just hope I can harvest before SkillzRemix's son graduates from college!
lol lol lol

<_-O-_> <_-O-_>
Jdog,
LEO = Law Enforcement Officers.

They don't so much "enforce" the law, but simply try and fuck you for not following it.

You don't hate your life...
You love it!!!


<_-O-_> <_-O-_>
JakenTheGentiles,

Thanks for posting here dude!

Man, I would definitely need to send her out and get her hair and nails done! Ahahaa! Yeah man...

I definitely love this hobby.... darn it!
As to jealousness of the other "girlfriends"... LOL!!!! Haha! Probably man.... probably.

Take much care good buddy, Peace to you,


<_-O-_> <_-O-_>
CactusMan,

The change of mind is a definite possibility... but it doesn't really matter now.... no turning back. Only waiting again...

I know man... I know.


<_-O-_> <_-O-_>
HapaPride,

Thanks for those words man... thanks for the respect.

We definitely love each other... so let's see what the future holds!

Much care man, much care to you



<_-O-_> <_-O-_>
KrustyTHEfreakingCLOWN,

Wow man... nice post.
You seem like a very cool dude to sit down, and talk some deep shit every month or so.

Your inputs on women are very interesting... and definitely worthwhile to read.

I cannot claim my woman doesn't do things like that, because both me and her are growing. We're both in this process... so many things are changing.

But,... in my opinion, love, real love, will entail a respect for such differences, and a continuing struggle to comprehend and accept the other partner.


"""Your woman has made you turn your back on a passion of yours because she doesn't like you doing it. That is the true reason why she hen-pecked you into killing your babies. Sure, she used reasons like getting busted by LEO, doesn't like the smell, it raises the electricity bill, etc. But the real reason is that she just plain doesn't like it. Also, it's a way of her getting you to surrender to her on something which she KNOWS you are passionate about. This establishes a precedent for her holding power in the relationship. """

She did like the hobby... but we moved about 2 months ago to a new crib, and the new place doesn't have the same peacefull "vibe" to it...

"Hen-pecked" <-- man, I've seen this happen to my friends, various times.
But I can tell you honestly, this wasn't the case this time.

In fact, she did not tell me EVER to kill them.

When I showed her the empty grow cab... she just stood there.... dumbfounded... speechless... expressionless.... not sorrow... not happyness... just... blank stare into what was once a kick-ass SCRoG.

<><><>

As to making me eat vegetarian food... I'd rather fucking die before I eat vegetables. I eat meat man. Ugggghhh... vegetables.

Regarding the khakis, golf shirt, and loafers... well, ... I see your point. I'll just have to give you a report up-date in about 2 years time... to see how it's going.

<><><>
Woman vs Men trade-offs...

You are right about a lot of that stuff.

But you see, I think society "glamours" so much the fucked-up relationships, many people actually DO believe that it's impossible to achieve a long lasting, life-long relationship with another person. A love man/woman relationship.

And this is, entirely plausible.

It's just that MTV, Time and Eminem are very, seriously fucked-up.

Now, regarding fucks, BJs and anals...
Fucking once a week?
Darn it... I thought I was in a down-slump because we fucked about 4-5 times a week... once a week is just, depressing.

If I ever get to that, I'll give you a holla, tell you you were right, and give you for free ALL my equipment.

Regarding blowjobs... hahaha!

Dude, we men can't ever get enough. So, I don't think either you or me are every going to be "objective" regarding that. AHAHAHAA!


Anal... on anniversaries... only?.... I'd better start coming up with anniversaries for shit... like, buying one goldfish every week... PING! Anniv.

LOL!!! Funny dude... funny shit.

CONCLUSIONS::::

Net gain? Who has the net gain?

Darn it dude... hard to tell. Hard to tell.

I've come to believe that it's a balancing act. Both partners need to show respect and desire for that balance, or it'll not work.

Sure, one of them might be super happy, thinking everything is going like in the fairy-tales... but it's just building up pressure... something is going to blow, eventually.

Nothing, let's hope I make it.

<><>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

<_-O-_> <_-O-_> <_-O-_> <_-O-_> <_-O-_> <_-O-_>



Hey everyone, thanks for everything. I really do like the replies from this here, my friends.

Best wishes to all of you, and let's hope I can grow again ASAP,

Peace guys,

-turtle420
.