i feel sorrow for your loss's but it takes a big man to say fuck it to something you have invested so much time and effort in i understand where your commin from (i'm married) and love is worth it's weight in buds over and over
i hope you have found happieness good luck
also i've read your posts and used alot of info you provided and so i say thanks
good luck -a little advise from one guy to another choose your battles wisely there not all worth fighting