well I don't think he was dead when we were dragging him. He was trying to say something, but we couldn't understand him. And yeah it was definitely fucked up, but honestly, I just try and block something that negative out of my mind. It will only bring me bad thoughts. I'm sure it really hasn't set in, but the fact that I never met the kid helps to not affect me as much. It does make you realize how important it is to stay safe when doing shit like X. I just can't believe so many people were convulsing, and that people were blaming it on "bad" X, when it was really dumbasses not drinking enough water while standing under the hot sun all day.