So my monday is already in the shitter.
To make a long story short, my dad tried to commit suicide in early April and I haven't seen him or talked to him ever since. I learned that he had been quite depressed for some time, and that he needed to be away from his kids while he sorts things out. My stepmom, who is the only one who's seen him since, said that he still feels extremely guilty about what he did and so on, so there's no telling how long until I get to even see him. Today I sent him an e-mail, like I usually do once a week, and I guess I upset him and made him feel guilty about what he did and how he can't provide for us anymore. Then my stepmom left me an angry message about how that e-mail made him take a huge step back in progress.. It just made me feel so bad that I did that to him, and this is on top of already not being able to see him. I'm just looking for answers, anything I suppose, b/c emotionally I'm a wreck. Has anyone else had to deal with suicide, and if so, how did you deal with it all?

And this is only monday !
how is everyone else's monday going?
Its a Plant Reviewed by Its a Plant on . I have a nasty case of the monday's... So my monday is already in the shitter. To make a long story short, my dad tried to commit suicide in early April and I haven't seen him or talked to him ever since. I learned that he had been quite depressed for some time, and that he needed to be away from his kids while he sorts things out. My stepmom, who is the only one who's seen him since, said that he still feels extremely guilty about what he did and so on, so there's no telling how long until I get to even see him. Today I sent Rating: 5