and don't feel bummed about losing a crop...most if not all of us have lost at least one during our gardening years. ya just have to plant more seeds! and work out what went wrong, of course...

plenty of time left to start an outdoor grow but realise there are no shortcuts and you won't have anything to show for it until september at the earliest so plan accordingly and get a job if you have to...whatever it takes to maintain the lifestyle you seek.