Yuck. I'm a little nauseated reading all this.

It's fun to puke your guts out at school while slurring your words and seeing bats?
It's fun to wake up in your own vomit?

And just having to swollow that nasty sticky shit is bad in its self.

Hey.....do what you want....by all means....
I'm just saying....just reading your experiences has me feeling kinda pukey myself.