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Well i dont know if its cause i feel really depressed,
But im starting to give up on life,
Im almost graduating and I'm being pressured by my mom to either work or go to collage, Thats where im still confused, because I dont know what i want to do with my life.
High School is a complete joke, I learned nothing being there, except learning how to socialize. They force you to learn math that is for engineers, and when not everyone wants to become a engineer! The school system is filled with lazy teachers that are doing a horrible job and are just in it for the money and the benefits.

My family is a fucking joke, theres Tension between relatives, and we all live in one home. I think my mom and brother are hiding conversations from me. I just feel like an outcast and not welcome, IN MY OWN FAMILY!!!
Maybe it was because i fucked up in school and I'm a year behind my original graduating class, But I've turned my life around, but i just dont know which direction i want to go. Also to mention i grew up most of my life without a dad, Even though i know he's scum.
Its like my mom is wanting me to be the MAN of the house, which im not ready for, Going to school and having night classes is hard enough, shes pushing me to work. I want to work, but i get no calls back.
Life is shit, I know people out there got it worse and i shouldnt be complaining, but venting this out here is a good way to stress it out.
I dont want to commit suicide, i just want to be able to lay back and think of what my next step in life should be.
I wouldnt mind dying right now, but i wouldnt do it to myself.


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