I dont want to commit suicide, And I am PUMPED that im graduating,
But I dont have time to think, I've been thinking this whole year on the next step and going to school at the same time.
A year off would be great, but that year off would mean me working for that whole year, which im cool with. But right now im just confused and I need like a month to think a Month of just nothing but thinking. But I know that would piss my mom off, since we are living very poorly. I actually have Hate for my mom, but at the same time thank her for all her hard work, but sometimes i just wish i wasn't born, so i wouldnt have to deal with this bullshit
Doctor mj Reviewed by Doctor mj on . Lifes a Joke Well i dont know if its cause i feel really depressed, But im starting to give up on life, Im almost graduating and I'm being pressured by my mom to either work or go to collage, Thats where im still confused, because I dont know what i want to do with my life. High School is a complete joke, I learned nothing being there, except learning how to socialize. They force you to learn math that is for engineers, and when not everyone wants to become a engineer! The school system is filled with Rating: 5